you made me sad...

Just one more second...
Just one more word...
That's all i wish to have.

You left so suddenly,
and i found out after it was too late.

I wish you you were back here;
working by my side
i wish i could smile and look back into your eyes.

Did you realize i like you as much as i did?
Heck, i even told you.
That took courage...
i remember shaking because i was so nervous.

I told you i liked you- you were the first and only.
You shut me down;
(and thats why i don't let others not how i feel;
because i fear they will turn me down too.)
I remember crying (sad isn't it?)
I remember feeling worthless and unloved...
i guess I'm easy to upset,
I'm easily depressed...

Only a few people know and remember,
Only a few friends i cried to...
those friends i trusted
and those friends helped me regain some of my courage.

It's funny how one person can make such a big difference.


I'm still where you left me,
i still work were i did,
I still hope you come back...
But i also pray that you just stay away!